Let’s just say it didn’t go the way I thought it would.
It went SO well. I got good, constructive, helpful feedback. I got positive comments. I learned a few things. And I had a good conversation – a constructive, helpful, conversation – with someone who is becoming a mentor for me.
Why I do this- why I waste time worrying – is something I don’t think I will ever fully understand. I am an anxious person. I spend a lot of time thinking about the future and what might be.
And yet.
I need to learn to live more in the now. To know that things will happen, but it will all be okay in the end. I have made it this far – there is nothing to suggest that I will not continue to make it! I’m stubborn, driven, and persistent. I’m passionate about what I do. And I will get there.
The deep breaths helped. The worrying did not. And I had a really good day.
Serves me right. Ha.