Starting my Monday hoping to power through on caffeine and the need to get. things. done.

I’m staring down the last few weeks of the semester (um, four? I think there are four after this week?) and realizing just how bonkers it’s going to be. Guest lectures. Students needing to have their materials reviewed, commented on, and returned. Meetings (of course). And sprinkled in there, my desire to go through the clutter and get rid of some of it (or at least have a plan!).

So I’m gathering my motivation and (being perfectly honest here) drinking all the caffeine. I know this isn’t good for my sleep difficulties, but needs must.

And, I’d like to take some time this week to, you know, be thankful for all I have. I love my job, and I am so lucky to have it. I think it’s going to be really important to keep that front of mind as I shift into end-of-the-semester mode. (And maybe forget, in the moment, that I actually do like what I do, ha…)

Balancing motivation, thankfulness, and caffeine. I can do this, right? (Any tips? ;>)

Not getting too deep into anything today because my will to live has been sapped by grading papers and trying to make heads or tails out of some students’ writing. My brain kind of hurts.

So instead, you get my overview of Stuff. As in, stuff and things. Literally.

I have a love/dislike relationship with stuff – and by this, I mean anything from clothing to small appliances to food to cleaning supplies… Basically, anything in my apartment that has physical dimensions and is not me.

I know I need stuff. I also know I don’t want a lot of extraneous stuff. And a lot of the time, I think I have too much stuff. But then, when I start digging into the details, I realize that a lot of it is either essential (see: food), or necessary to live a civilized life (see: cleaning supplies, also soap).

So I accept that – reluctantly – and instead focus on trying to reduce the amount of unnecessary stuff in my life. I like to think I’ve done a pretty good job, and yet… when I look around my apartment (or in my closet, or my cabinets) I feel overwhelmed with all of it. But I still can’t identify truly unnecessary things to donate and/or get rid of, much of the time. So I’m left with the feeling of overwhelm.

I’m not sure if I DO have a lot of stuff in comparison to others, or that it’s just more… compressed here? I don’t have a ton of storage space. Everything not in the bathroom or bedroom is in the same large room (kitchen, office, living room, and workout space). So a lot of it is visible All. The. Time. I’m starting to think that this visual overload is contributing to my minor sense of panic, and being overwhelmed by it all.

Not that I can change that. Which means I need to adjust my mindset, to recognize that some things are essential. Yes, I can get rid of the extras, but a lot of the time it just doesn’t make sense to get rid of things that I use regularly.

I’m hoping to upgrade some of my storage options (bins, boxes, etc.) to help with this. Of course, that means buying more stuff to organize but… I’m trying to tell myself it’ll be worth it in the end.

It will be worth it in the end, right?

Any tips for living in small spaces and keeping my mind off of All the Stuff? Please?

Happy Sunday, everyone.

Well, my no-peopling weekend is going to be challenged by running errands this morning. Eeps. I plan to go straight to self checkout, though, to avoid all possible interactions. The question is, will I pick up a lipstick at Target (some of the more makeup-savvy people reading this probably just fell over…sorry…) to try Elisabeth’s trick? I know you will be waiting with bated breath to find out. 😉

Other than that, it’s a working weekend. We do not have a Thanksgiving (or Fall) break, which means next week is the usual mishmash for me of teaching, meetings, and other things I need to check off the list.

I realized I forgot a key part of my morning routine: The parental phone call. This started a couple of summers ago, when my parents decided that they wanted to check in every morning. Why? I’m not sure. To check that I’m alive? Regardless, each morning starts with the same text message: Good morning. Call when you can. Love you. (Sometimes I mix it up and use heart emojis instead of saying “love you”, LOL.) And then we talk for anywhere from 5-20 minutes. I usually get the weather report from where they live, as well as a run down of their days, and I look up goofy local news and share it with them. I figure, I don’t live with anyone, I don’t really have any breakfast conversation, so this is a small thing to do and honestly? It makes me happy. I know I won’t be able to do this forever, so I treasure each of these moments of mini-connection.

It’s kind of like the random texts you get from people just popping up to ask a question, or say hi. For me, at least, there’s a little burst of joy when I see that someone has, apparently, thought of me, and let me know. Even for the introvertiest of introverts, those mini-connections matter.

I hope you get the chance to have some mini (or not so mini!) connections this weekend and, for those in the US, next week. I know you all treasure them as much as I do, maybe even more.

(Well, this went down an unanticipated path, but… I guess that’s what you get when you title a post “Saturday Randomness”! Happy Saturday, my friends.)

I’m skidding in near the end of the day (well, workday) here to get something up, because I like my posting streak and didn’t want to break it. Huh. Who would have thought?

Anyway! A few highs and lows from this week… but more highs than lows, I promise:

Highs

• It’s Friday, and I have a no-peopling weekend ahead of me.
• The sun was out today.
• I managed a WFH day today, which was much needed.
• The last 3 guest lectures (of 4) that I did this week went so well. The students were engaged, interested, and even approached me afterwards.
• More specifically, a student in one of those classes gave me the nicest compliment I have ever received as a teacher. Cue heart-eyes emoji.
• I’ve managed to stay awake every day. This is no small thing, trust me.

Low-ish things

• I am so completely peopled out and overstimulated, because of a tidal wave of emails, stressed students (and unanticipated issues), and endless meetings.
• I am dreadfully behind on everything on every list (see “endless meetings”, above).
• I did not sleep, essentially, for 2 nights in a row, making the end of the week particularly challenging.
• Guest lecture 1 of 4 was … not great. Disengaged (and almost rude) students. Sigh.
• Oh, and perhaps the worst… I am so far behind on NaBloPoMo and commenting. I may try to read and not comment the next day or two to try to catch up a bit.

Have a wonderful weekend, all. Here’s hoping I can keep my mini streak alive. 😉

…an update on the book that I am reading with my friend. (I know, you are so excited right now!)

First, I want to thank Elisabeth for sharing her hack for adding color to her cheeks (I feel like I should use the Canadian spelling of “colour” in order to properly honor her suggestion… :>): using a bit of lipstick for color on her cheeks. I think this might actually work for me – I always look a bit TOO red when I use actual blush, but this seems like it might be more subtle. Now… to determine if I actually own a lipstick. Ha.

The book update! I finally heard back from my friend last night and… she got about halfway through, life got busy, and she hasn’t picked it up since. LOL. I think I’m going to suggest abandoning ship on this one. And! I had a thought this morning – please weigh in if you have read this book. I was thinking about suggesting Ann Patchett’s These Precious Days. Essays by someone whose books I have always wanted to read? it appeals to me, for sure. But please weigh in if you’ve read it – do you think it would be good for this kind of buddy-read-and-discussion?

And now, my random question… last evening, as I walked down to the mailboxes, it occurred to me that I am the only person on my hallway who does not have a mat outside their apartment door. This is a small thing but… I’m starting to think I should add one (I have one inside for wet shoes, etc.). Do I get a holiday one, as it’s the holiday season? Or a year round one? And, any suggestions? Quirky? Standard? Boring? (I was leaning towards boring but maybe I should try to show a hint of personality??) This does bring up another question… why am I thinking so hard about a door mat? 😉